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You’re Looking at a Freshly Minted Graduate! (Sort of)

I recently graduated!  Still waiting for my degree to come in through.

I have neither of these things…hence the crappy Word Art image, haha

Well, I am all graduated.  I think.  My degree hasn’t come in yet, but so far as I know everything is in order and my undergraduate career is over.  Now the job hunt begins!  I’ve already sent out my resume to one potential employer; the position was for general office work, not exactly teaching but it would do in the short run.  I’m also beginning the process of being certified to teach.  Alternative certification in Ohio requires a bachelor’s degree in a given subject, pedagogical training (either 6 credit hours from an accredited institution or an online institute that requires field training; I’ll be doing the former), and successful passage of the Praxis II content exam.

That being said, I’m not entirely sure I want to teach anymore.  I have all this training in biology, and certainly if I didn’t teach it would basically go to waste.  Lab work isn’t exactly something I could do very well as I have tremors in my hands and involuntary muscle contractions (don’t worry, I’m getting them checked out; I doubt it’s much of anything but better safe than sorry), which made lab work during school…interesting.   My lab partners wouldn’t let me touch the experiments for fear that I would screw them up, haha.  I mostly took a managerial role, as it were, making certain the experiments were done properly, etc.

That particular decision might have been made for me, since a quick survey shows no teaching jobs available locally.  At least, no teaching jobs I could do–the listings I’ve seen were for special education interventionists and college professors.  It’s a shame I don’t have a Ph.D–I could have a job in Zane State in no time!

Really, it doesn’t matter what I do in terms of day job, for two reasons.  One: my vocation is not the job I find myself in.  Rather, my vocation is what I bring to the job; it’s a matter of mind set.  The second and more important reason is that I’ve found what I want to do.  I want to write for a living.  Right now, that isn’t feasible.  I only have two books available, and the income from them is nowhere near enough to sustain myself on.  This is a volume game though: both volume of sales and volume of output.  That is to say, you can’t expect to make a living off one book, or even two.  You have to build up a list of books for folks to pick from, and hopefully if they like your content they’ll become repeat customers.  The key is to write and write well–you don’t want to just shove out a bunch of crap, after all.

Speaking of, a bit of shameless self promotion.  I recently released my book, On Dark Paths, on Nook and Smashwords.  It was originally available on Kindle, but I decided to put it on other platforms when folks who didn’t own Kindles told me they wanted to read my book.  I’m in the process of proofing Strange World before I put it on those platforms as well.  I have a lot of new stuff in the works, including a fantasy novel that is nearly completed, and several horror novels and novellas.  Stay tuned!

What projects do you have in the works?  Have you found your “dream job”?


Last Day of Class EVER!!! (For Now)

Today I attended my last day of class as an undergrad.  Or, as I like to call it, my last day of class ever, for now.  As in, I believe I will probably wind up in some sort of classroom setting in the next five years, be it my own classroom or my more accustomed position of “lecturee” rather than “lecturer”.

While this was my last day of class, I’m still not finished. I have to write an abstract for last weeks lab, and two finals.  Those are the only things standing between me and graduation.  It has been a long time in coming, and I’m not entirely sure I will know what to do with myself when it’s here and gone.  Look for a job of course.  It will be an adjustment when it comes time to work full time, because up until now I’ve always had a ‘future job’ as an out when I worked a job I disliked.  Now my ‘future’ job will be my ‘current’ job, and not having school as an out will take some getting use to.

That being said, I do have some reservations about my work prospects. I’m wanting to be certified to teach biology at the high school level (although I recently discovered that the certification I was looking at has changed, and I’ll be certified for grades 4-12, so I could wind up teaching elementary or middle school).  I’m not sure how much I’m going to like the field, given how much is expected of an instructor.  And the profound behavioral problems teachers find themselves confronting these days.

These are legitimate concerns.  I’m also beginning to believe that they’re at least partly moot.  Vocation is not a job or a career, but what a person brings to a job or a career.  It is not what you do, but rather how you frame it in your mind.  I think it is fine to pursue your passions, but at the same time the search for a passion can be maddening.  Some people know right off the bat, but as for the rest of us, we’re left floundering and anxious, wondering what we should do the rest of our lives and terrified that we’ll pick the wrong thing.

That is not only unproductive thinking, but also simply wrong thinking.  Most people change their career seven or more times in their lifetime.  Like it or not, the days were a person graduated school (college or otherwise) and stayed in the same job for their working life are long gone.  Instead of fretting over finding a job we are passionate about, we must instead find passion for what work we find.  In order to find contentment in the workplace, we must know ourselves well enough to identify our strengths and cultivate them, and then apply those things to our working life.

So, while I have certain preferences in what I’m looking for in a job or a career, I know the potential for contentedness is there in just about any workplace I find myself in.  It’s a matter of mindset.

…that is, until this whole author thing takes off.  Then my work place will be the old home office.  Pretty sure I can be content there =D


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